Thursday, December 24, 2009

Pill popping homo. eeow!

And no not exactasy!

So I went to my monthly review with my doctor to discuss the progress of the Anti-Depressants. So far I dont think my depression has improved for the better. I was fine in november I didn't have a problem with the side effects ( when I first started pill popping) but it lasted briefly, and I'll start feeling down again. Oy, the fundamentals of depression, how I love it so. But since it snowed it has gotten worse! WTF?! But whatthefuckever. So after answering a few questions my doctor should have asked" "Do I have a eating disorder?"


Sadly, yes I do binge eat. (long story, which is too sad) so with that said I can no longer take bupropion (Good Riddance!) So we went back and forth with opinions -- He suggested, I shot down. Until he suggested a new anti-depressant

Theres a few CONS:

  1. Decreases sexual ability
  2. Dry Mouth
  3. Trouble Sleeping
  4. Vomiting
  5. Diarrhea

Get.The.Fuck.Out.Of.Here.

*wallslides with viagra and toilet tissue*

This is a tragedy because I like to masterbate often in my room and at will! And the trouble sleeping, vomiting and Diarrhea?! I better be one jolly ass faggot or there will be hell to pay! The only Pro is the weight loss and loss of appetite so I can shed some fat! Luckily the doctor adds that he can give me another perscription to make sure that my Sexual Libido stays the same. But I guess I can deal.


After eating mother's mozzerella sticks (never again) I took the pill. and chilled out.
All I can say is I felt fucking wierd. and my face went fucking numb!

YES I said it My face went numb and I freaked out (silently) and tried to sleep.

I woke up three different times to get something to drink and to pee and I checked my face in the mirror to make sure my face wasn't deforming and shit


It wasn't. *sigh of relief* so hours later I wake up feeling drowzy as all get out and wondering what pills did Dr. Glover perscribe so far I dont like it! Not one fucking iota!

But this was day one, it takes a few weeks for the meds to take effect--for the good that is.


While you're at it, subscribe to my YouTube Channel where I will be planning to do a season of ACD (Acynicsdream) I'm hoping to premire around late January- Early February.


That is all.

-Charles